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AKHENATEN
02:14
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the lack of rarity of precarity’s scaring me
absence is so glaring obvious
envious of benefits of family homes
feeling alone
stay tryna find a better way to meditate than staying up hella late using uber eats instead of dinner plates
everyday i defenestrate idle degenerates who fly into my living space
acknowledge forgotten doubts i got like thomas
hole in the hands apart from the fingertips that rip through the fabric of time when i get high
just to pass the time when it gets too much
and the lack of rarity of this precarity scary see
and its glaring obvious that chit wont take care of it
message on the terrain reads beware of the flics
who like tics
sit
and
suck the lifeblood out of a city hit by pandemic
struggling to fight habits endemic
a true necropolics
the market square a relic
there’s queues instead of bustle
it’s hard to jostle 1 metre apart
apart from à partir du franprix
nothing left to eat but lardons and corn beef
and this lack of rarity of precarity’s scaring me
wake up in an empty house
like damn
this life a bitch
just hope she let me down gently
blood spills in the bathtub theres only sounds of laughter and thoughts of the thereafter
tryna barter with death but this a one track universe double stacked in tin foil head wraps
so i stay walking
cautious, nauseous
boredoms chorus sings in my ears
stay hustling
buming cigs from the boro men
in the name really
clearly zero sum games we play
pay pals in cash
all the same when the paper means nothing
but these experiences are everything
these times we live are heaven sent
still hell bent on destroying whats left of god texts when i got no rizla
cos some days the pain gets too much
the fade quick to crunch big dreams into small talk
and the lack of rarity of precarity’s scaring me
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2. |
SERENADE
01:11
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serenade, renegade
preach
victory of battle,
bittersweet
when war ends in defeat
so here lies the belly of the beast
still inside
mind a prison
lights prisms take flight in smoke tinged golden lights
posing
for a moment
all kodak
clicks from tics that linger
looks from flics that hinder exit
facing floor faced flaws clawing prostrate at the gate of hell
waiting for my due date
and so every day, the night
feet first
darkness calls
eyesight diminishing,
the sun finishing her lonely descent
and only lunacy beckons
anxiety, smiles on
waiting
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3. |
IRON CIRCUS
02:04
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4. |
FAIRY LIQUID PT 1
01:08
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New fit for the emperor
Cold as December
Dick in placenta
Whats your agenda
Thick bitch new whip
Pearl grillz hit the news quick
Let slip your bitch love my dick
Yung fairy liquid
Hits quick
Pop off spots
No zits
Just kids on ya bitch tits
so put me on ya wish list
Shit you wanna hit
Tell these other niggers they can quit
tell ya boy he a bitch
We get it cos we lit
Tell a lil nigger he aint shit
Tell him a bitch
We get it cos we lit
Riding round new bitch
yung fairy liquid shit
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5. |
ACEDIA
02:00
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falling down a rabbit hole
of vices, addictions
chasing predictions to their sorry ends
can only get a sorry benz these days
but the chit come cheap
gladly hit the terrain for a couple days of irresponsibility
for a while lost the ability to communicate
i tried to medidate but got lost in the haze
gradually showered in pathetic fallacies
grey days bring lazy ways
just smoke the pain away
the hash a gateway to getaways
drive bys in gta
the bloods spilling either way
the knife just a slip away from twisting veins
maybe pain is only way to migitate the numbness that i feel today
and every fucking day
hate to placate the demons that dance around me
tempting me with wine and sweet honey
funny how an unseen face can replicate feelings administered as if medicated
take a step back
inhale
smoke billows betwist willows and i wallow for a while
this my garden of gethsemane
has my god forsaken me as i sit under dying trees and wonder why the fuck he choose me
or if she even did at all
falling short always a tall order bordering on self harm
the charm lies in being lucky
break fast regularly when it gets too much
when such and such started giving a fuck it overwhelmed me
i drown in doubts and like mould sticks to grout
no matter how hard you scrub the black always shows
my soul grows past the edges on these locks and shock
rocky horrors a picture show of sisyphean energies
cos this hash was never the remedy
more a melody too high for human fears
rooted in acedia
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6. |
FANON
01:55
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torn between
black and white,
perhaps thats why my favourite colour
always grey,
cos race was
something ive run in
something ive run from
remember words my mother always say
surrounded by a lack of colour
these white kids play dumb
these white kids say dumb
shit
afro futurist
cos the present presents a world of pain
the past embroiled in shame
fanons cigarette flits betwixt fingertips
stop to check the mask aint slipped
hand trembling,
i roll my fears
flames turn brown into red
inhale the colours of rage
burn it all to the embers
fuck these institutions that hate,
pigs stay all up in my
shit
stay searching through all of my
shit
have the audacity to throw niggers in a cage
tryna free myself with a pen
the fuck walking gonna change
speak gently when shoutings aplenty
endlessly deliberate the best route to take
avoid conflict, torn conscience
who the fuck am i to say
shit
about shit
black people ain't even born free
remind myself every day with this chain
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7. |
ZISSOU
01:39
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here lies the belly of the beast
still inside
only god knows what day
zizou on my back this life aquatic
smoke the pack less emphatic
just tryna protect my lymphatics
wails on the track
shit so tragic an assist from magic couldnt break defensive habits
sun shining gold
soul hues indigo
show time baby
wanna see where this wave goes
late night pussy like a lake show
poles apart
to cold to bear so im more noah
everything in twos more power to you
passed out
drunken haze seeing stars
flys come in pairs as the they tear through the pears living room
buzzing to the sounds of maybach music
even tho its still april
eves kin so the apple bitten
next in fashion no snake pattern
substract contraction from my lifes eqauation
no relations
just
self degredation
endless pacing
waiting for a glimmer of conversation about constentaions in these darkest hour
bud the only flower that nipped depressive obsession
confession in recllotection of past fears
dark depths crawled near
to swallow me whole
here lies the belly of the beast
the iniation must begin
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8. |
LAVENDER 77
02:22
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black ink greeting white leaves,
breathing life into fabled creatures,
each to be drawn,
hung in foreign quarters
enamoured in avid reliefsà
and its weary hands and fairy heads,
resting on a sea of emerald green
til the sun crests again,
with your bejewelled eyes,
shining in my daydreams
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seigfried komidashi Sheffield, UK
depressed motherfucker moonlighting as a poet
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